Saturday, June 27

He is the dork of my life.
I've never met someone so lame yet cute as him.
He has caused me pain I've never known without him even knowing it but that's one reason why I love him so much.

I love the joy I get after the pain from him.
He is truly amazing.
I feel shy even writing the truths from my heart of him.

I told him he was important to me for the first time, which was a huge step for me.
I even non nonchalantly told him I'd like attention from him.
I can't believe I like him so much it scares me a little.
I've never had these kinds of feeling as long as I've had them for anyone.
He is special.

unicorns are all I want to think about especially the ones that have candy *mouth waters*

I never once thought I'd feel the way I do.
My feelings keep shifting from left to right and I wish they'd stop.

I've finally come with a solution to my problem.
I need to stop thinking to much about things.
I need to be secure with who I am and the actions I make. No matter what I am who I am and no one can change that.

Love yourself because you never know who may try to disturb the peace you have with yourself.
 Humans give me headaches I must stay away from the internet portal.

Thursday, June 18

Felis día del padre!
 I know it's a little to early to say it but Happy Father's day!

Saturday, June 6

Time, what can time do?
Can it heal my scarred heart?
Can it send someone to rescue me?
It can do none of that so why do people still feed me lies?
I don't want to live in a dream anymore, I want to see the reality that waits just outside my door.
The feeling of being an idiot makes me nervous and sad.
Why can't I just let it go?
My heart holds me back from seeing things without my rose colored glasses.

How long have I been asleep?
Feels as though I've been asleep all my life.
I'm suffocating and no one is there to save me.
I scream in my dreams but no one hears me.
My tears have become the river and is now killing me.

I've gone mad.
I can't help but think about it all.
My heart is filled and is about to fall and shatter.

I've fed myself lies and I don't want to do that anymore but I'm scared of how I'll end up when I see the truth.

Wednesday, June 3

I got a survey!!! minutes after finding out I lost a survey I got a new one and guess what? it's paying 500$ ahhhhh!

Hi~ so guys I've been hustling lately and I've been getting alot more money than I've ever gotten.
Yesterday I got a survey but I didn't know it until this morning when I looked at my email.
So my W
ednesday tip is to always check your email everyday, you never know what might be waiting for you.